Happy Nihal Bain’s Day

Started out being a hectic day. I knew I was going to have to rush to school due to my english exam. So i decided to drive to school. I have no idea what was going on on Granville Island but there were so many cars. When I was waiting for a lot, this asian guy just swung right into it. I wound down my window and yelled at him. I almost got out of my car toknock some sense into him literally but thankfully this nice little old lady was walking to her car and so I finally got a lot. That guy had better watch his back.

After the exam, I went to look for Yota at the Photography studio and then we made our way to Kath’s house to pick her up. After which we went to buy alcohol and drinks. We then made our way to my house and chilled for a bit while i made a few phone calls back home. At about 9, we left to go to Nihal’s place which was all the way in Burnaby and Yota had to drive my car as I had really bad sense of direction and I don’t know my way around Canada that well.

Unfortunately, by the time we got there, Nihal’s pup London had already gone to bed. We spent the night playing card games and drinking games and watching South Park which was hilarious. Casey and Jacky had to leave early due to exams and assignments and so there was only 4 of us left. As we were pretty high, we went to bed. We woke up at around 5am for no apparent reason and watched Kill Bill. By the time the show ended, It was only around 7 and i fell right back to sleep. At about 9, I woke up again and Nihal got London to come down. She was such a cute pup and we play fought for quite a long time and i sort of became her best friend because no one is stupid enough to fight with a dog. LOL.

At about 10, we left Nihal’s place and made it back home. After dropping Kath off and then Yota, I made a wrong turn and ended up heading towards Seattle… It took me a while to figure out my way back but i got home eventually. Cleared up  my place and had some alone time and at about 2am, I got a shock out of my life. Someone knocked at my door. It was my neighbours who locked themselves out of the garage. And I found out that since the time i got home, I actually left my keys in the door outside.  I went down to with them to let them into the garage and then made it home to watch my Taiwanese drama.

Just a thought

Was posted a question today…”what are your views on love?” Is love nothing but a lie??? Or is it real? What happened to the romance we all see on tv or in the movies? Is it real or is it all fabricated to perfection that us females in particular are in search for that sweet moment(s). Does your soul mate actually appear or do we believe so just because we hope they do? Is it love or is it a daily routine that we get used to that we stick to one person? and why do we need out better half? Are there any answers or will someone prove me wrong? I guess I will either have to find it out myself or give it up altogether…and focus on my career…son…mummy might have to let you down…

Meeting a Friend (poem)

When you make friends show true colors
do not bother about the cents or dollars
if tey treat you well and true
you’ll know they are your good friends through and through
sometimes this is not true
for some will treat you like a fool
you’ll be at theit beck and call
disillusioned that they are your friends and all
some will make use of you
And then treat you as something useless…it’s true
They will keep away from you
Thinking that you will crawl back to their shoe
This kind of friend you must ignore
Or you will be hurt a lot more
There are better friends out there
Who will give you lots of love and care
When you are hurt and writhing in pain
They will not leave you alone in vain
When your heart hurts and you go insane
They will help you relieve the pain
This type of friend you must treasure
For a lifetime they will be your friends for sure

Message to a Loved One (poem)

I can’t live without you in my life

Leaving my whole heart in your hands
Overcome with joy to have you in my life
Valuing all that I have
Endlessly loving you til the end

Yearn to Always have you in my arms
Overcome by Love and Warmth
United we are in love; no harm

Let us enjoy the times we have
All the memories shall stay in our hearts
Overdose with laughter and care

Gratitude to you always
On giving me the chance to be loved
Never giving up on me
Giving me all the encouragement I need

Missing (poem)

When you miss someone,
It hurts inside.
But all that pain
you just cannot hide
To tell the truth
Or tell a lie
I feel all confused inside
What should i do
Or what should i say
All these thoughts just ruin your day
So follow closely to your heart
And things will fall in place slowly
Part by part

Love Hurts (poem)

Have you ever lost sumthing and found it in the end?
Have you ever lost and then found a friend?
The feelings that creep up from deep inside
Can never be explained, tears just trickle though you try to hide
At times your friends you will miss
At times at them you will be pissed
No matter what they are there for you
Just wanna thank them and let them know I’ll be there for them too
Whether we are soulmates or just friends
To me our friendship will never end
Good times are never to be forgotten
We choose the wrong paths at times, and from there we must learn
To never give up or to go asturn
Love can be a one-way or two-way street
Only if confessions came easy would everything be sweet
Value you what you have on hand
Everything cannot possibly be yours in the end
Having someone whom you can easily talk to and understand
Unpredictable times will he/she appear and give you a helping hand
Rough times are like little games you play from day to day
Take it in your stride and let your heart lead the way
Slowly but surely you will find that tiny needle that you have been looking for in that stack of hay

Love at First Sight (poem)

Throughout my life
I have been in and out of Love
It hurts so much
I just feel like being alone by a cove
Til the day I found
My one true Love and Violin’s sweet sound
The first time we met
On him my eyes and heart was set
And in that relationship of love
I was blissfully trapped

Lost Love (poem)

I messaged you and you don’t reply
I feel upset and I wonder why
I feel so hurt I want to cry
Because without you I would rather die
Whatever you want I give to you
But you never see that I still have feelings for you
I hope one day you would return to my side
And through hardships tgether we will tide
Everywhere I look i see your face
But back to your heart I cannot trace
You are like the air that I breathe
And the stars in my sky
It is as if without you, my life is nothing but a lie
Once again I ask you who else you could love but me
But you just shun me aside pretending not to hear or see

I think about you day and night
But you are always out of sight
All I have are pictures of you
And they remind me of the little things you do
I wonder if letting you go was the wrong move
Because there is nothing, my heart to soothe
My heart you stole from me and I can never have it back
I wish that we could return back on track
I love you with all my heart and soul
To get you back is my only goal
What’s past is past I agree with you
But maybe we can start over; a new me and you
I hope you could feel the way I do and give us another chance
Because the lost of you has left me deep in a trance

Losing Him (poem)

My heart it hurts
It hurts so much
I have never felt so much pain as such
To make him stay
Or let him go
Without him in my life
I won’t be whole
How can I tell him that my love for him is true
Without the common “I love you”
Despite him being with someone else
My love for him will always last

Longing (poem)

A long wait of years that pass
I thought I had found a friendship that would last
He made me feel protected and kept me near
He gave me warmt and taught me not to fear

In him I always could confide
With him I felt I had nothing to hide
How could someone I not know so well
Let the hurt me crawl out of my shell

But all of a sudden you walk away
What wrong have I done? What did I say?
I disappointed you once or twice
Not trusting you or taking your advice

But I plead with you time and again
I cannot lose you, not even as a friend
Now what should I do? What should I say?
I just need to know that you are okay

I just hope that you would come to your senses
And realise that with you I let down my defenses
With you around
I know that for sure I will never feel down